Radiohead - Codex

Foreward

First and foremost, this is not a slight against my parents.. they did the absolute best to raise my brothers and I with the genes they inherited from their parents and so on. This is a outlet for recovery. My recovery. I do not know very much, I am learning new things daily, discovering facts about myself and this disease.  "Raised by alcholic wolves" is more of an idea or thought I came up with on all of us being a product of our environment.

If you were indeed raised by wolves, chances are you wouldn't be reading this as wolves are home schooled... or rather "den schooled" on how to hunt, kill and generally be wild as fuck because they answer to no one. There are generally no consequences to being a feral animal unless you get caught in the farmers hen house (similar to getting caught with the farmers daughter, either way you're getting shot at) the ranchers sheep corral or fall for a wiley hunters "dying rabbit in distress call" invented by an old bearded band of hillbilly's with to much time and God on their side.

The point is.. what if you added drugs & or alcohol into the equation? Can you fully envision a drunk wolf pack? What kind of havoc would they instill on the wilderness? I highly doubt that wolves are social drinkers... I don't see wolves drinking like gentlemen or using like a lady.  Hell, their thirst for blood and howling at the moon alone would qualify them for admittance to a rehab of some sort. But alcoholic / addict wolves? Would there be a teen wolf pregnancy epidemic, un-domesticated violence, black wolf on black wolf hate crimes, unemployment... would the wolf pack fall apart leaving lone wolves hanging out in caves drinking / using by themselves, putting tin foil over the entrance so they never saw the light of day?


Deep in thought